Until I Bow Down(Autobiography) Chapter 2

 

Chapter 2

Abi tak mujhe nhi pta tha ki mere saath kya hua h...

meri aankhe fir khuli....is waqt me apni mmi ki godh me tha.....mmi muje  godh me le ke hmare gaav k auto stand par baithi hui thi...wo Kisi Gadi ya Auto aane ke wait me baithi hui thi...mmi ke sath 2 oarte or thi...jinka face mujhe ab dhyan nhi h....mmi ki aankho me aansu the ....m kuch bolna chah raha tha....lekin fir  meri aankhe band ho gyi........ 

muje kuch sor sunai diya....Meri aankhe fir khuli....abi bhi m mmi ki goadh me hi tha...Maine dekha ham ek Jeep(car) me the....abki bar maine mmi se puchha,"Mmi ham kahaa Ja rahe hai?" Mmi ne kaha,"beta ateli jaa rahe hai teri tabiyat thodi khrab ho gyi h docter ko dikhane jaa rahe h"......iske baad Meri aankhe fir band ho gyi

Iske baad...Mmi papa ka Kahna hai ki Muje Ateli Government Hospital me admit kiya gya...Lekin unhone meri Condition Dekhte hue.. Kuch Formalities ke sath muje Rohtak P.G.I.M.S.  Madical Science and hospital me refer kar diya....... Lekin hospitle me ambulance available nhi thi....isliye papa ne car book ki....or jldi se mujhe car me sift kiya or rohtak ke liye chal diye

abhi rat ho chuki thi....lagbhag 9 pm k aas paas k time par muje ateli se rohtak k liye le jaaya gya.......sath me us din mosam bhi bahut bigda hua tha....tej aandhi k sath barish ho rahi thi.....abhi ham raste me hi the ... suddenly car ki headlights of ho gyi...... driver ne utar k headlights thik ki...wahi lagbhag 1 hr lg gya tha....fir waha se chle ham....

thoda dur jaane k bad aandhi ki wjaah se ek tree road pr gir gya....hmari car just nikli hi thi....niklte hi ek tree road par gir gya....bahut muskil se waha se bach paaye....

waha se jaise taise krke ham hospital pahuche....muje andr le jaya gya.....doctors mere opration ki tyaari kr rahe the...usi wqt meri aankhe khuli....mujhe abhi tak bhi nahi pta tha mujhe kya hua h.....

kuch der bad mujhe opration theater k andr le gye..... m abhi bhi hosh me tha....

doctor ne muje kuch injections lgaye.... or unhone kaha ...beta aankhe band kro or so jao....maine aankhe bnd ki....lekin muje nind nhi aai...m thoda sa gabra gya tha.....mmi bhi paas nhi thi....maine fir aankhe khol li....doctor ne kaha,"syd injections kam nhi kar rahe" m thoda rone lga....iske baad unhone meri mmi opration theater me bulaya....mmi ne mera sir godh me rkha...maine mmi se puchha ,"mmi ye doctor mere sath kya kar rahe h?" mmi ne halki si smile k sath muje kaha,"beta tera ek pair khrab ho gya h ...ye av nya pair lgayenge" mmi se ye bat sun m khus ho gya...or fir maine mere pair ki tarf dekha....

mera pair kuch hissa tha hi nhi.....mera ki kanees(ghutna) tha hi nhi...mera left pair puri tarah se injured tha...mere pair ke niche ka hissa sirf kanees(ghutne) k pas lgi hui chamdi k sahare ruka hua tha.....or pair ki bich wali haddi bahar nikli hui thi....fir doctor ne...mere pair k niche k hisse ko alg kr ...ek balti me dal diya....ye sab kuch meri aankho k saamne ho raha tha....syd doctor muje behos krna chah rahe the lekin ho nhi paya...or na hi itna waqt tha hmare paas....mmi mera dhyan htane k liye mujse baate kiye jaa rahi thi....lekin mera dhyan mere pair ki trf hi tha....meri neck(gardan) se niche ka hissa kaam hi nahi kar raha tha...fir maine mere pair ko thoda or dekhne ki kosis ki...mera pair mere tummy tak injured tha...ye dekhne k bad meri aankhe bndh ho gyi....

mmi papa btate h ....opration k bad mujhe kuch din tk hos nhi aaya tha.....mera khun kaafi nikal chuka tha....

mere ghr walo ne kaafi logo se.....famly me.... relative's k paas jaa k help maangi....iske bad kaafi log....hmare pdosi...famly members or relative's k log mujhe khun donate krne aaye or mujhe khun chdaya gya...

Hospital meri halat kaafi critical thi......sath me mere bchne ki ummeed bhi kam hi thi... meri situation k alava....meri famly me ek or bdi problem chal rahi thi...

Ye Problem financial thi... Mere papa daily Wages par kam kiya karte the ...unka occupation labourer tha....meri famly ki financial situation esi nhi thi ki wo mere ilaj ka kharch utha sake...is wjaah se papa ne kaafi jgaah se financially help maangi...bahut log,dost,famly friends or relative's help karne aaye.....dusri traf meri mmi mere liye dua(pray) kiye jaa rahi thi... 

is ek din mein...meri...or meri family me sab kuch badal gya....kuch bure k saath kuch achha bhi hua.....hmari bikhri hui family ab kaafi had tak ek ho gyi thi....kaafi log mera ha chal janne hospital or ghr aate rahe...kaafi logo ne hmari help ki...kisi ne financially to kisi ne mentally ...

Mujhe abhi tak hos nahi aaya tha