Untill i bow down

Sayad ye wo tym tha...jab bagwan meri maangi hui har cheej de ra tha muje...maine ek hamsafer ki demand ki...ki m sirf uska rahu or wo meri....or esa hone lag raha tha...

Fir...meri or suman ki dosti or gehri hoti rahi.....is tym muje pyaar ka mtlb bhi nhi pta tha...bs itna tha ki koi saath chahiye jo parmanent ho meri life me....

Ek din ki bat h ...suman ne mujse kahaa...ki ab wo fb band kr ri h ...bat nhi kregi mujse...m mayush ho gya...smjaya use....ldai ki thodi but wo nhi maani....us tym uske mob nmbr bhi show ho re the profile me....maine wo save krke rkhe the ....maine kaha us se ki...m to call kr kunga mere paas number hai...to wo shoked ho gyi...fir maine use btaya ...to wo or gussa ho gyi....bat hi bigad gyi...number b hide kr liye fir usne...fir hmari kuch din bat nhi hui....fir ek din uska msg aaya boli aaj m sch me bnd kr ri hu ID ...or muje contact bhi mt krna ....m soch ra yr esa kya kr diya .... maine us se maafi maangi bahut.... but wo ni maani ...

Fir muje ek bat yaad aai....jo maine use aj tk ni btai thi....apne bare me...maine us se kaha ...thik h chli jao...bs ek bat btani h ...maine tumhe btai ni....or maine btaya use...ki meri ek pair nhi hai....but use mujpe bhrosa nhi hua....fir maine uske paas puri pic bheji meri....wo pic dekh k ...kaafi der tak bat hi nhi ki mujse.... main msg krta rha...fir  bahut der bar msg aaya usks.... 

Usne muje perpose kiya....usne kaha 

I love you

Mujhe jhtka lga...bt fir m lightly liya...syd dosti ki trf se bol ri....wrna muje kyu...fir usne kaha .. m nhi krungi band ....ID...fir m khush ho gya...fir kuch din hmari batein hui...maine use btaya mera pair kaise gya....

Fir uske perpose krne k 3 din bad usne ek post dali....bahut din bad.. .or wo uske bf k liye thi..... muje jalan hui....first tym...bahut

Maine us se puchha....kon h ...kabhi btaya nhi mujhe..  usne kaha abhi bna h to kaise btati...  maine kaha nhi btao....usne kaha tum hi ho...or kon hoga...us din purpose kiya to tha....

Bhaisaaaab .....ye sunne k baad.. .mere to hosss hi ud gye....duniya hi badal gyi meri to....khushi ka koi thikàna nhi...fir maine us se ek din bat hi nhi ki...dar ra tha bahut main....fir maine us se puchha tumhe koi problem ni h mere pair se ....usne kaha nhi...maine kaha yha or waha mossam alg.. jgah alg .....smbhaal legi...usne kaha ...wo to kahi b sadi ho gi tb bhi to smbhalna hi pdta hai ....tere sath bhi smbhal lungi....maine kaha thik h fir to....fir usne kaha ab to jwab de de. ....maine puchha...kiska ?

Boli I love bola tha uska....purpose kiya tha uska....maine kaha are yr....dhyaan hi nhi gya hai...fir maine bhi I love you bola use....or iske agle din hi ham lad pde....