Until I Bow Down(autobiography) Chapter 3

 

Chapter 3

Meri halat kafi critical hoti ja rahi thi....lekin kuch din bad mujhe hos aa gya.....ghr sab khus hue ....mmi khus thi muje hos me dekh kr...jab meri aankhe khuli thi to mmi mere paas me hi baithi thi....kaafi log mujse milne...hospitle me aaye...mera roj checkup hota ta....
nya khun chdne ki wjaah se m bahut jyada chidchida or gusse wala ho gya ta...m hos me to aa gya ta...lekin m khud se baith bhi nhi skta tha...dctr ne bhi kahaa ki abi kaafi manth tk inko baithana nhi h ....kyuki mere pet k niche taanke aaye the bahut...isliye..jo v krna h sab kuch lete lete...kuch din bite..fir ek dctr aaya mera checkup krne...usne mere pair ko kafi joro se dbaya....mujhe bahut pain hua...or wo muje bahut gusse ki njro se dekh rahe the...fir meri ungli(finger) se blood sample liya....or chle Gye...maine mmi ko btaya ki un ne mera pair bahut jor se dba diya...pain ho raha h.....iske bad.mmi us dctr se ldai kr aai...
mera khaana peena fress hona sb kuch bed pr hi hota tha...koi bhi mujse milne aata ...bahut sare khilone le ke aate....halanki m unse sahi se khel ni pata tha pr khus hota tha....fir ek din mmi mujhe khana khila rahi thi...to mere bed k dusri side....ek bcha jor jor se ... loudly ro raha tha...uski mmi bar bar dctr ko bulane jaa rahi thi...fir kuch der me uske papa bhi aa gye the...fir wo dctr k pas gye...dctr ne unhe waps bhej diya...or apni wife...yani us bche ki mmi se bole dctr kh re ki abhi 10 mint me aa rahe h ...bache ko pain ho ra hoga...ye pain killr de do...baki ham aa k check kr lenge....fir unhone us bche ko dwai khilai....lekin fir bhi wo bcha rone se nhi ruka....av uske rote rote kaafi der ho gyi thi...dctr bhi nahi aaye ...fir dhire dhire uska rona siskiyo me bandal gya....av dhire dhire wo chup hone lga...or achanak se ekdm chup...fr us bche ki mmi ..use paani pilane k liye bche ko baithati hai...or ek spon(chamach) se paani pilane ki kosis krti h ...lekin wo bcha paani nhi pee paa raha tha....or na hi us bche ko hos tha ab....uske papa bhaag kr dctr k paas gye....or abki bar dctr unke saath hi aa gye....dctr ne bche ko dekha...or bole ki bcha av nhi raha...itna sun k...us bche ki mmi rone lgi...or dctr ki sirt pkd k unse ldai krne lgi...fir aas paas k logo ne chhudwaya dctr ko...or thodi der me us bche ko le gye....maine mmi se puchha bche ko kya hua?...mmi ne kaha ...beta use dusri jgah sift kr rahe h..
uske.thodi der bad meri mmi papa se bat kr rahi thi...mmi ne papa ko btaya ki wo bcha kaafi der tak rota rha ...or mr gya...dctr ko bhi kafi bar bulaya lekin uske mrne k bad hi dctr aaya ...ye sun k m dr gya.....ab jab bhi doctor aate muje unse dar lgta tha ....dhire dhire din bitne lge...
Ab lgbhag kuch manth ho gye the mujhe hospitle me...unhone mere pair ka av ek or opration krna tha...mujhe opration theater le gye.....abki bar syd m behos ho gya tha .......
opration k kuch din bad...docter aaye or papa se bole..."apka bacha ab thik h....ham chhutti de rahe h...ab aap ise ghr le jaa skte h "... lekin papa ko kuch thik nhi lga... papa ne docter se bat ki...or bole abhi to kuch din hi hue h opration ko...syd lgbhg 5-6  hi hue the...syd esa hi kuch kh rahe the papa doctor se...lekin doctor ne kaha ki..."are av wo thik h ...aap ghr le jaiye....kuch dwai likh deta hu wo dete rhna"..iske bad mujhe hospital se chhutti de di gyi...mujhe ghr laya gya...m bhi khus tha...lekin abhi bhi m baith nhi skta tha...ghr pr sb kh re the ki lgbhg 7 ya 8 mnth bad ghr aaya hu...mere ghr aane k ek do din bad...mere pair me bahut pain hone lga....or mere pair se smell bhi aane lgi...mujhe esa dekh...mere mmi papa ne koi der nhi ki mujhe hospital le jaane se ...wo mujhe av sidha Jaipur ke SMS hospital le gye  ..
lekin yha mujhe admit nhi kiya jaa raha tha....kyuki yha k liye m other state ka tha ....or police case bhi tha ...in wjaah se mujhe hospital me admit nhi kiya jaa raha tha...
waise to mujhe yaad nhi par mmi papa ne btaya tha ki iske bad meri badi mmi ne kuch pahchan nikali...or SMS hospital ke ek doctor jo mere jaipur wale mossa ji k pahchaan ke the...in sab ki help se mujhe hospital me admit kiya Gya...
waha k doctor ne mere pair ko check kiya ....or unhone btaya ki mere pair(left leg)..jo kat gya tha ...uspe kuch extra मांस(meat)set kiya tha ...wo sahi treatment na milne ki wjaah se khraab ho gya tha ...or isi se bahut smell aa rahi thi....doctor ne halat dekhte hue vo मांस(meat) hta diya..
ab mere pair ka bahut chhota sa hissa bcha hua tha bs...
is hospital me...muje kaafi achha treatment mila...dhire dhire sav thik hone lga...jaipur me rhne wali meri massi or mossa ji ne bahut help ki....jab tak m admit raha...waha ka khaana vgera sab wahi laate...or inke saath kaafi log helpfull rahe jinka muje syd pta nhi h...kuch mnth bad meri halat kaafi achhi ho gyi ...
av mere sath hue us accident ko 1 and half year ho gya tha..doctor ne muje hospital se chhutti de di...saath me kuch medicines or problem aane pr checkup k liye aane k liye kaha...
ab ham ghr aa gye the....sabhi kaafi happy the..  puri famly k log mujse milne aate reh rahe the...sath me kaafi taanke aaye the mere pair me...jo week me ek bar hospital ja k ktwaye
kuch dino bad me Baisakhi(structure) se chalne ki kosis krne lga....start me kaafi bar gira bhi...chot bhi lgi pair me...lekin mujme ek junun sa tha chlne ka...akhir kaafi month bad muje chlne ko mila....waha hospital me bister pr lete lete meri back me v kaafi problem ho gyi thi...
iske bad maine school jana fir se start kr diya...