Untill i bow down

 Collage me mera pahla din

Main apni class dhund raha tha....pta chla ...yha to har lecture me alg se attendence lagti hai.....ye sahi hai...first day bahut achha gya...

M meri ghr aaya...meri badi mmi k yha...

Jaise m ghr pahucha..ek ldki ki gaane ki awaj sunai di...itna sur me ga rahi thi....mtlb ekdm mst....fan ho gya sun ....fir kaafi din try kiya dekhu...kon hai wo... but dikhi ni...fir ek din collage me...ek ladki mere paas aai....

Usne kaha- hi kaise ho...m bola thik hu....muje thoda ajeeb lga...first tym koi ldki...aage se muje bol rahi thi...fir usne kaha.... kya hua ...muje pahchane nhi....tumare pdos me hi to hmara ghr hai...

Maine kaha ....kabhi dekha hi nahi maine...usne kaha koi ni...thik h bad me milte h ...or wo chli gyi...

Or m andr hi andr khus ho ra....fir sochne lga ye wahi gana gaane wali ldki to ni h....agr wahi hui ...to isne muje notice kiya hi hoga...

Fir kuch tym bad wo fir mili muje...collage me... hi hello hua...mujse puchh rahi....tum ghr se kaise aate ho...maine kaha auto se ...uske bad fir 2 3 bar ham or mile...muje lga ki syd wo meri dost bnna chah ri....fir ek din maine us se puchha tum facebook chlate ho... usne kaha .. haa chlati hu...maine naam puchha...tu usne kaha...suman arya.. is name se h ..or anuska sharma ki pic lgi hui hai...

Ab meri khushi ka thikana nhi tha bhae. ..

Sab bdiya lg ra tha....esa lg ra tha....ki itna b bura ni dikhta m...ab tk gf bhi bn jayegi meri...muje andr hi andr khush...bahut jyada 

Fir maine fta fat request bheji...but jaisa usne btaya waisi 2 ID mili muje.... maine dono pr request bhej di .....kuch din wo collage b nhi dikhi...ghr ki taraf bhi nhi dikhi...fir ek din request accapte ho gyi....

Maine dekhte hi msg kr diya....thodi hi der me reply b aaya....hmari kaafi batein hui...or fir ldai bhi ho gyi.....phli hi chat me....fir agle din wo muje collage me fir dikhi....maine uski taraf isara kiyaa....but usne koi response nhi diya....fir next day maine fb pr use sorry bola...or vo maan bhi gyi...fir next day...collage me fir dikhi vo...but abki bar mere ek friend ...jo mera classmate tha...uske saath baithi thi...bad me maine us se puchha...to usne btaya ye teri bhabhi h bhai...

Achanak se...sb kuch hill gya...mera dimaag sunnn pad gya...smj ni aa ra kya bolu...kya kru...fir m mayush ho k ghr aa gya...kuch din na maine koi msg kiya....use.  or na hi uska msg aaya ...fir sb normal ho gya...apni wahi bdiya life chlne lgi

Fir wahi Fb id se ek din msg aaya ....msg to dhyaan ni h ...bt muje syd suna ri thi...m fir ld pda...bt abki bar jyada bhdi nhi....fir wo mujse meri gf k  bare me puchhne lgi....maine us se puchha uske bf k bare me....

usne kaha.... collage meri friends tumhe mera bf btate h ...ID bnate hi sbse pahli request tumari aai thi...or meri dost ne accpt kr di....or ab meri taang khichti hai...ki ye tera bf h.....

Fir usne puchha tum btao apni gf k bare me. ..maine kaha meri to koi hai hi nhi...use ykeen ni ho ra..  fir mujhe thoda shak hua....ki syd ye wo ldki nhi h jo m smj ra....fir maine us se puchha kaha se hai ..kya krti h...to wo nkhre dikhane lgi...kh ri jo suru me puchhte h ldke tu ab puchh ra....iske bad usne btaya ki wo nainital se h

Maine use btaya are yr sorry m to koi or ldki smj k baat kr ra tha....or us ldki k bare me sb kuch  btaya ...ye sun k wo mujse gussa ho gyi...muje b bura lga ..maine sorry bola use ...fir ham dost ban gye ....batein hone lgi...or m hmesa bas use hsane ki kosis krta rhta ....