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Untill i bow down

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Sayad ye wo tym tha...jab bagwan meri maangi hui har cheej de ra tha muje...maine ek hamsafer ki demand ki...ki m sirf uska rahu or wo meri....or esa hone lag raha tha... Fir...meri or suman ki dosti or gehri hoti rahi.....is tym muje pyaar ka mtlb bhi nhi pta tha...bs itna tha ki koi saath chahiye jo parmanent ho meri life me.... Ek din ki bat h ...suman ne mujse kahaa...ki ab wo fb band kr ri h ...bat nhi kregi mujse...m mayush ho gya...smjaya use....ldai ki thodi but wo nhi maani....us tym uske mob nmbr bhi show ho re the profile me....maine wo save krke rkhe the ....maine kaha us se ki...m to call kr kunga mere paas number hai...to wo shoked ho gyi...fir maine use btaya ...to wo or gussa ho gyi....bat hi bigad gyi...number b hide kr liye fir usne...fir hmari kuch din bat nhi hui....fir ek din uska msg aaya boli aaj m sch me bnd kr ri hu ID ...or muje contact bhi mt krna ....m soch ra yr esa kya kr diya .... maine us se maafi maangi bahut.... but wo ni maani ... Fir muje ek bat yaad...
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Untill i bow down

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 Collage me mera pahla din Main apni class dhund raha tha....pta chla ...yha to har lecture me alg se attendence lagti hai.....ye sahi hai...first day bahut achha gya... M meri ghr aaya...meri badi mmi k yha... Jaise m ghr pahucha..ek ldki ki gaane ki awaj sunai di...itna sur me ga rahi thi....mtlb ekdm mst....fan ho gya sun ....fir kaafi din try kiya dekhu...kon hai wo... but dikhi ni...fir ek din collage me...ek ladki mere paas aai.... Usne kaha- hi kaise ho...m bola thik hu....muje thoda ajeeb lga...first tym koi ldki...aage se muje bol rahi thi...fir usne kaha.... kya hua ...muje pahchane nhi....tumare pdos me hi to hmara ghr hai... Maine kaha ....kabhi dekha hi nahi maine...usne kaha koi ni...thik h bad me milte h ...or wo chli gyi... Or m andr hi andr khus ho ra....fir sochne lga ye wahi gana gaane wali ldki to ni h....agr wahi hui ...to isne muje notice kiya hi hoga... Fir kuch tym bad wo fir mili muje...collage me... hi hello hua...mujse puchh rahi....tum ghr se kaise aate ...
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Untill I Bow Down

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  Collage start Mere school ka result aaya....m fail hone se bas thoda sa bch gya....abki bar ghr wale soch re the jyada number ki...but aa gye bahut kam... esa lg ra tha ki pta ni kisi govt collage me number pdega bhi ya nhi.... fir online form apply kiya....kuch collage me merit list lagi...pahli list me mera naam nhi aaya...fir dusri lagi...usme mere sabhi dosto ka ateli collage me number aa gya but mera fir b nhi aaya ....mujhe dar lga ki ni aaya to kya hoga ...but mera dost  ne muje smjaya..... fir 3rd list me mera naam narnaul collage me aa gya....bahut ajeeb lg ra tha koi dost nhi....akele jana... Is tym meri badi mmi or bade papa narnaul hi rhte the ....to m narnaul sift ho gya...collage me admission ho gya.... graduation k liye maine B.com select kiya.... Bhaisaab meri class me ek bhi ladki nhi thi... koi b.com krne wali nhi thi......fir sab dhire dhire sab thik hone lga...collage me mje aane lage....starday ko m mere dosto se milne unke collage chla jaya krta tha.......
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Until I Bow Down

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  11th Class Ab mera admission mere gaav k paas wali city(Ateli) ke ek govt boys school me ho gya....ab meri school life ekdm chang ho gyi...kuch dost bnne lage...teachers bhi achha behav krte the... sab sahi tha but ek problem thi....school jaane ki...2 km paidal k jana pdta tha ....or wapas aana hota tha itna hi....but fir mera ek best friend bna....sabse pahle or best...uska naam pankaj h...hmari dosti mobile ki wjaah se hui.....fir ham dono saath aane lge...wo ateli k paas ka tha...to subah ki timing metch nhi ho pati thi... but wapas aante tym saath hi aate the....kaafi sahi se din chlne lge the ....ab school me b man lgne lag gya tha....ab m bhi srarat krna sikh gya tha....full masti chlti thi....... or is tym nokia mobile ka daur tha.......sab phn chhupa k laate the ...checking k dar se....mostly bche mere paas chhupa jate the apna mobile...fir b sbi k phn pkdr gye....bs mera chhod k...aaj yaad krta hu to lgta h ...syd teachers chahte nhi the ki mera mobile pkda jaye...kyuki...
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Until I Bow Down (Autobiography) Chapter 5

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#School Life Meri school life me problems bhadti hi jaa rahi thi.... Class me har bache ko pta ni kya problem rahti thi...  kuch time bad meri class me ek ldka aaya ... ekdm bhola sa... Deepak naam tha uska .... dhire dhire ham friend bane ...lekin wo class ke bacho se drta tha isliye mera clos friend nahi ban paya.... Meri 10th tak ki school life me bacho k sath mere techers ko bhi problem thi mujse .... Us time samj nahi aata tha ...lekin aaj jab sochta hun to samj aata hai...ki vo sirf meri cast ki wjah se tha ...dhire dhire school mere liye ek jail ki trah ho gya jaha koi dost nahi koi muje pasand nahi karta .... ab school me ghutan hone lag gyi thi muje ..... or fir school life ka sabse achha din aaya meri life me ...meri 10th class ke exams ho gye ...or iske bad school chang hona tha because wo school sirf 10th class tak hi tha... 10th class se jaise hi m passout hua ...to mera 10th ka result dekh kar ghr wale shoked ho gye..... unko lagra tha ki m fail ho jaunga.... lekin 10...
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Until I Bow Down(autobiography)Chapter 4

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  Chapter 4 #School ... ye school wali journey...kaafi alg ho gyi meri life se ....meri av 2 life chlni suru ho gyi...ghar par fmly k sath alg...jaha m khus rhta hmesa...dusri school me...jaha m bilkul akela feel krne lg gya tha . sabse alg...isliye meri badi mmi ne....sunil bhai ka admission bhi mere saath mere school me hi krwa diya....or admission k kuch din bad hi mere badi mmi or tau ji(Bade papa) bahar rhne k liye Mohindergarh sift ho gye...or sunil bhai ko mere saath k liye..yhi gaav hi chhod gye hmare saath Av main or sunil bhai ek govt. school me jaate the...jo hmare gaav me hi tha...sunil bhai mera school bag bhi le jaate the...sunil bhai mujse ek class aage the ab ..to jaise hi school jana suru hua hmara to jo meri class k bche the...wo mujse bahut ajeeb behv krne lge...or sath me techers bhi.. jab m chhota tha to muje lgta tha ki ...ye sab mere pair ki wjaah se h ...class k bche...mere saath kuch v shrarat krke bhaag jaate...jaise dhkka mar dena...class ki bench se gira...
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Until I Bow Down(autobiography) Chapter 3

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  Chapter 3 Meri halat kafi critical hoti ja rahi thi....lekin kuch din bad mujhe hos aa gya.....ghr sab khus hue ....mmi khus thi muje hos me dekh kr...jab meri aankhe khuli thi to mmi mere paas me hi baithi thi....kaafi log mujse milne...hospitle me aaye...mera roj checkup hota ta.... nya khun chdne ki wjaah se m bahut jyada chidchida or gusse wala ho gya ta...m hos me to aa gya ta...lekin m khud se baith bhi nhi skta tha...dctr ne bhi kahaa ki abi kaafi manth tk inko baithana nhi h ....kyuki mere pet k niche taanke aaye the bahut...isliye..jo v krna h sab kuch lete lete...kuch din bite..fir ek dctr aaya mera checkup krne...usne mere pair ko kafi joro se dbaya....mujhe bahut pain hua...or wo muje bahut gusse ki njro se dekh rahe the...fir meri ungli(finger) se blood sample liya....or chle Gye...maine mmi ko btaya ki un ne mera pair bahut jor se dba diya...pain ho raha h.....iske bad.mmi us dctr se ldai kr aai... mera khaana peena fress hona sb kuch bed pr hi hota tha...koi bhi mu...
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